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Since I am hardly ever here, I will write an update.



The past 3-4 weeks has been glorious, not because they have been really all that wonderful or because anything all that wonderful has really happened. In fact, they have been fairly mundane. But I have changed. I have changed from the inside. I finally know exactly what it means to choose happiness. I cannot really explain it, actually I could but this would be an essay rather than an entry and I really don't feel like writing that much at this juncture. I have heard that phrase off and on throughout my life and wondered... wondered what it would be like. It sounds so simple... choose happiness. I have tried it before, thinking it would be easy and failed miserably. This time it was completely different and it was easy. Nope, it doesn't involve a man. Nope, it doesn't involve money. Nope, it doesn't involve a new car. Nope, it doesn't involve new trinkets or a new house. Its just complete inner peace, the silencing of those evil nagging thoughts reeking of doubt and indecision and death and darkness. Happiness. So, that's what's knew in my world. A definite change.

I have been transformed into a new person by changing the way I think. No, this is not something I have done alone. No, I shall not bore you with my ideologies nor citations, but some of you will know what I mean. It is a relief.

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frozenVheart
00:52 Jun 13 2014

Something i need too

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